please tell me

Jesus please tell me the answer to the question i asked of You.
im scared. i dont want o and i cant be apart from you
and i will obey. but if a husband means i dont have a relationship with You as i have...
this scares me sends my nerves like a cat stuck to the ceiling.
the thought of not haveing time with You loving YOu and being loved by You as i have sacres me
it is not soemthing i am willing to give up. unless you make me.


paul said the unmarried woman pleases the Lord..thinking of the things that please You.
but the married woman...pleases her husband...and is worried about please ing her husband.

please tell me show me that we wont be lost. that we would nto be sepearted.
to be apart from You.. i can not live.
you came to woman in teh bible..single woman...but after they were married it seemed you did not speak to them..wellnothing was writtne.

this is too much.
rollar coaster.
You hide from me..
is this what marirage is like
nothing of YOu..