This is the message which we have heard from Him and declare to you, that
God is light and in Him is no darkness at all. 1 Jn.1.5
the link is a message from John Piper.
i hate sin. i hate sin i hate it. i hate darkness. i hate the sin that indwells my flesh.
i hate the evil that is present in me. how can i live when myself.. my own body wars against my spirit.
this spirit given to me by God.. GOD indwells me..along with sin.
LORD?? how do people stand themselves? i cannot.
what do i do? i wake up feeling awful. surely i must have done some sin in my sleep. dreamed something awful
which during the day when i was awake i would have fought against and cried to You for help.
what do i do LORD? i dont know what i did. i just wake up feeling so awful.
shamed. not happy not able to do anything but say please forgive me.
i dont know what i did. please forgive me
then images try to come at me. mental disgusting things.
LORD help me.
make my mind clean make my mind new not just renewed make it new.
i despair because of sin. i do. how can i live in thes body of death
o wretched man that i am who will deliver me from this body of death?
LORD pray for me, plead my cause that im covered in Your blood.
protect me from the wrath of God. forgive me. do not pour Your wrath on me Jesus.
Lord forgive me. "if you wake up in teh morning and all is black"....piper says...
has he experienced what i have? Lord wash me.
i loathe myself and this sin that lives in me.
there is scripture that goes with this.. some of the things i ve said. i will put it in later maybe.
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