The Fullness Of Jesus Christ Part 3 by Mark S Case

i pray this for the whole Body across the earth in their gatherings together..
that Christ be glorified... that believers are loyal to each other as Father and Son are loyal to each other and their love, Holy Spirit is shed abroad in our hearts..
and that believers.. and the local Body i am in..would be loyal to each other and that people will see this love..Holy Spirit.. working in us Christ in us..so He may be glorifed..and His Fullness dwell in and work in us.
That Christ may be glorifed and His name b e kept Holy and revered instead of mocked.
especially in america

Sarah's Trail of Blood (Voice of the Martyrs)

i have christmas lights made in china.
probably made by a brother or sister in chains
for Jesus... their love of Jesus.
i feel horrible.
forced labor.. remember when you hear of coal mines
collapsing in china.. there are brethren in those mines
imprisoned for Christ.

their life is real.
mine is lifeless...useless.
the christmas lites are the light in america
their Lights are the lights in china.

that God would have mercy on me.
how i dishonor Him.
how this western church blasphemes His name
among the gentiles.
in other countries they kill people who live for Christ.
here.. He's a bumper sticker, a t-shirt, an ornament..
here He has singles groups and and conferences
on how to get more money in His name???

im not worthy to stand before Him
or even this woman...
im vile and horrible
and i wish i could not be here... in america..
but live. truly live...
in a place like china.
american problems.. even for believers are
just so...
middle-class.
forgive me Lord.
for all i have done..
but more.. for all i have not done in following Your example.
if You will be gracious.. maybe i can live for You.. really live
with You walking in me
like You walk in Sarah.. and so many..
live in me and die in Me.. again..

various trials *edited*

...in this you greatly rejoice,
(Jesus, salvation, God Himself.. my joy is from Him and thinking of Him)
though now,   for a little while,
if need be,
you have been grieved
by various trials,....

i have to write on this specifically.. again.

will come back to edit. as i read more in teh linguistic key..

it as if God wrote it for me...and you..if you have been grieved by various trials...

the grieve is mental suffering.. not pain..but the effects of mental suffering..

the trials.. undeserved suffering from without...
the Lord is really helping me with this..
thank you Jesus. Holy Spirit
for giving me a desire to learn and eat from your word
and to study. to know You more and this letter You have written to us
who love You.
will return to edit..

***edit , added actually...below***
so i heard a message by K.P. Yohannan called Just Following Jesus
and he mentioned a book he read.. i read it.. here's the link.

"The Release of the Spirit" by Watchman Nee

it helped me to understand even more what trials are for and why i have been experiencing them for so long now....years.. over three..non-stop, no vacation...
i dont have anything to say right now... i thought i would edit this more.
but my coffee just spilt all over..
im thinking God doesnt want me writing but in the bible.
still reading 1 peter, the book over and over...

and will get back into my study

its real. the war is real

-if this war is real...and it IS...For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.
(Ephesians 6.12)

-but the Lord has already won it...~He Himself likewise shared in the same, that through death He might destroy him who had the power of death, that is, the devil, 15 and release those who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage.
(Hebrews 2.14-15)

-yet He fights for me...The LORD your God, who goes before you, He will fight for you, according to all He did for you in Egypt before your eyes..
(Deuteronomy 1.30)

-stand strong and see the salvation of the Lord...
You will not need to fight in this battle. Position yourselves, stand still and see the salvation of the LORD, who is with you, O Judah and Jerusalem!’ Do not fear or be dismayed; tomorrow go out against them, for the LORD is with you.”
2 Chronicles 2.17

but there are so many battles.. and so many
casualties.. wounded... dying.. is there hope?
why do soldiers leave each other behind?
why are soldiers not treated equally among each other..
in this battle not of flesh and blood.. there is only One Commander..
there are no 1st Sergeants, no brass butter bars, no PFC's and no Colonels.

ONE God. One Shepherd. One Lord. ONE ARMY.
not army of one...

One Body? well who attends to the sucking chest wound...who applies gauze to the bleeding.
who applies the tourniquet? what if someone shoots their toe off? does the whole body get thrown out of the army?
where is the camaraderie? or you might say unity....
i will tell you..
it is being devoured by the enemy as one another nit pick and backbite,
gossiping and not loving.
But if you bite and devour one another, beware lest you be consumed by one another!
(Galatians 5.15)
they are not letting the wounds in the body heal, but are infecting them more
and tearing off the scab re-opening the wound.
some walk with a limp.
some with crippled hands.
some with brokenness.

constant defeat on the battlefield leads to hopelessness
and despair. Paul despaired of life.
He was treated very bad by the people of God.

where is the one who will help his or her brethren? where are the Pauls and Timothys? Where are good men like Titus? Where are the modern Lydias and Tryphena and Tryphosa Where is Peter? Where is Chloe?
Where is Jesus walking now?
are christians so selfish that they will turn from the wounded
and dying with their nose in the air as if nothing is happening?




didnt Christ die for ALL HIS BRETHREN? did not Father give them too HIM?
where is the one who is not afraid of helping others? no matter who they are
or what they have done?? God has mercy...
are we not to follow in Christ's footsteps?
He did say "Follow Me." (Mark 8.34) He said "follow Me" over and over...


Tell me...is the battle against satan with the Body of Christ as one unified front able to defeat the enemy?
or is it the body of Christ fighting amongst themselves, tearing each other apart.
Agape love grows so cold...it is like ice.. and hard hearts.

For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this:
“You shall love your neighbor as yourself.”
Galatians 5.14

grace to suffer well

pray for.... grace to suffer well.

this is a request for missionaries in north India trying to reach people
with the Gospel of Peace.. the name of Jesus Christ.
the only name given among men where by we must be saved. ( Acts 4.12)

what does suffer well mean?

does this mean not opening my mouth.? like Jesus?
He was led as a sheep to the slaughter; And as a lamb before its shearer is silent,
so He opened not His mouth. (Acts. 8.32)

when slandered we try to reconcile? (1 Corinthians 4.13)
Love our enemies, do good to those who hate you? (Matt. 5.43-48)

to do anything well. is to do  it like Jesus. God. He does all things well. (Mark 7.37)
so He is my example in which to suffer. Called to suffer. Chosen to suffer.
Adopted into the family of God. God is my Father.
i want to please Him.
Abba. Father. Daddy!!
And because you are sons, God has sent forth the Spirit of His Son into your hearts,
crying out, “Abba, Father!” (Galatians 4.4-7)
...you received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, “Abba, Father.” (Romans 8.15)

there is no other reason i would even think of suffering for..except my children.
and maybe another brother or sister...but we are to lay down our life for Him.
this, i will gladly do, rejoicing that i be found worthy to suffer for His Name's sake.
Lord, give me grace to suffer well.
Like You.
remember, i want to to be just like You.
with all fruits of the Spirit. You are the joy set before me Jesus.
outside the camp i was the joy set before You.
i will follow You wherever you go...
where else can i go? to whom can i go to?
there is no other i run to but You...
let it always be so Jesus.
let my heart always seek after You.
follow You, pant after You.
my soul thirst more and more for You,
Jesus. For You said,
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they shall be filled.

please. more grace Lord. more direction Holy Spirit. more comfort please. more Love Father.
more of You Jesus. please more grace. and so much less of me. more grace. grace upon grace.
stamp eternity on my eyelids.
YOU are eternity for me.
let me see You always before me.
i pray for grace to suffer well , Jesus.